Saddest part of revenge

the sky is bluer than ever on that day

dull clouds with a cold breeze

i never thought of letting go, but i must

there she was standing across the street

she seems silent but her heart is screaming out loud

i know she knows everything

i cant forgive her, and i wont

its all her fault

now my dreams with him will not happen,  ever!

i dont want to see her, hear her name, or even smell her perfume

she is nothing compare to me

i still cant get it

he cheated but i still forgive him

he dies for that crap but i still love him

its a miracle she survive

i guess my plans is not that good

i guess their love is true

i guess i'm wrong, or maybe not

i know she wont talk

she's a coward

i know i won, did i?

this is the saddest part of my revenge

i won the fight, but i lose him

i miss him

now i must die to win him back. 

Bad things Feed My Pleasure

 Cigarettes, weeds, and a pipa is all I need

Or maybe some cocaine and stones in a full lead

C’mon, c’mon I’m feeling it baby and I’m healed

Don’t worry the gun will be our shield

 

Scream now baby, do it or die with her

I see you with them and you are weaker

C’mon, c’mon I’m over killed and I’m the maker

One shot is all I need and you’ll be the leader

 

Bad things feed my pleasure and so are you

So don’t deny anything and flew

We’ll be together forever in this horrible view

Oh baby pushes the trigger the time is running few.

 

There they are with tears and blood

Have you felt the guilt? Or you’re glad?

Oh don’t worry there will be a flood

To cover all our crimes, oh baby we’re really mad

DAOMN

My heart was tumbling with joy

When I have spotted them together just like a paduasoy

Their smiles are rich and their voices are soft

They are waiting for me to play in loft.

And then I’ve met the new one

And I felt its okay

He is good just like what other say

He looks good but still I saw him fade

There is something in him and I just don’t want to say.

They bonded with me

I just can’t feel their touch

I am still irritated with their patch

I know they backstab and a crap

Even if they’ll know this, I’ll just move forward and hop.

Here it is, one of the very laughs

My friend is an ogre

He threaten me like a splotch

But I understand because I know it’s just a laugh

Don’t worry I won’t be full, because they know where to stop.

The strums of guitar played by my beloved

There she plucks the bass and I feel hatred

The beat of the drum, see he was not fitted

And the sound of her soft voice that makes me dreaded.

As time passed by jealousy I see

I’ve always thought that I would be the only

I saw their laugh and turned my back eagerly

Oh what can I do, it’s a part of my daily misery.

The sky turn’s gray and so my beloved

He said something and I was offended

But what can I do? I just turned and gone headed

And in the end I am still defeated.

Oh first of July please come back and stay

I’ve miss you oh come on let’s play

Wish you can be repeated even if in a day

I just want to feel you ‘cause you smell like fucking a bay.

I write on my diary, this fantastic day

The memory of this mid-year, which I will turn to lays

What I always wanted happen this day

A dream I thought would never happen, but see I’ve found a way.