Pag Ibig

Gaano karaming beses ka na ba nag mahal kaibigan?
Isa, dalawa, tatlo, apat, sampu?
Gaano karaming beses ka ng nasaktan?
Isa o Dalawa?
Gaano karaming beses ka ng nag patawad at sinubok makalimot dahil sa pag mamahal kaibigan?
Isa? O wala pa?

Yung tunay na pag ibig daw kahit anong hirap at sakit ang pag daanan kung talagang mahal mo e WORTH IT daw yun.
Kasi daw yung yung TRUE LOVE daw minsan lang nararanasan sa buhay ng tao.

E paano kung nag tiis ka nga pero hindi naman kayo sa huli?
Worth it parin bang maituturing yun?
Paano ba nalalaman o malalaman na Worth it nga lahat ng ginagawa natin para sa isang tao kung wala naman tayong assurance sa happy ending na hinahangad natin?

Gaano pa ba katotoo yung salitang pag mamahal ngayon?
Kailan ba dapat sumuko?
Kailan ba dapat mag patawad?
Kailan ba dapat umiyak?
Kung makakasama ko siya habang buhay? Worth it ba yung sakit ngayon? Deserving ba ako sa sakit na nararamdaman ko ngayon dahil sa sobrang pag mamahal sakanya?
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Maybe I'm Wrong ...

relationships are for those people who can endure a broken heart,
that means relationships is not for me,
from time to time I fall in love to a complete stranger,
I believe that it is not a bad thing, I know my stand in certain things,
but who am I to know better? maybe I’m wrong

Its been a while, since the last time I feel PAIN,
that addictive feeling that turn my stomach upside down,
the chills on my hand and back,
and the image in the mirror that looks very dreadful,
I know I’ll surpass this! maybe I’m wrong

flashbacks, lots of flashbacks,
the good thing is that, its not just the moment, but also the sensation,
the shakin’ of my body, that warm breeze when he talk,
admirable imperfect creature,
I’ll find this one again, maybe I’m wrong

I’ve seen this coming, I have predicted this,
maybe I’m wrong, I wish I am wrong,
*sighs the only certain thing is that,
I don’t want to fall in love again ………………..

I'll keep on falling in love until I find it right

You've been in relationships; good, bad, and those playful one. You laugh, you cried, you lose hope, you give up your faith, and everything. But you know there is something more, something greater coming on your way, someone that is so perfect for your imperfections.

You tried to start again, but doesn't know where to begin. Suddenly someone came into your life, became your everything, became your world, then leaves you behind with no words of goodbye. All you want is to be with her again, to win her back from the unfair world of ours. Poems, lullabies, loves songs, to scream the words that cant be spoken by your heart. You never thought of giving up, because you knew that she is the best you will ever had … Then ...

Then that is the moment you met her …

The moment that you are so broken, the moment that you are in a deep sadness, the moment that you are on the peak of self destruction, is the moment you met her. You thought that she will not be a part of your world, just another stranger passing by in your life.

You're afraid of giving in again. The past sadness destroyed everything you had, but in the end, you just keep on falling in love to random strangers, just like what you always deed.



But this time, it changes you, she changes you. And finally you just want to be married to her, on that moment you met her, finally, face to face, on that coffee shop. You don’t know what to say, just feeling the moment, making it last.

She is indeed sent by the Being above to put you on your feet again, she made you stronger, she made you wisdomful, she brings out the best and everything about you...

You had rebuild yourself, she made you reconciled to God. She did it, out of those 17 “She” you had.

Lucky you for having her.
Lucky You.

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Thanks be to God for letting me have you in this lifetime and of course for the other.