My heart was tumbling with joy
When I have spotted them together just like a paduasoy
Their smiles are rich and their voices are soft
They are waiting for me to play in loft.
And then I’ve met the new one
And I felt its okay
He is good just like what other say
He looks good but still I saw him fade
There is something in him and I just don’t want to say.
They bonded with me
I just can’t feel their touch
I am still irritated with their patch
I know they backstab and a crap
Even if they’ll know this, I’ll just move forward and hop.
Here it is, one of the very laughs
My friend is an ogre
He threaten me like a splotch
But I understand because I know it’s just a laugh
Don’t worry I won’t be full, because they know where to stop.
The strums of guitar played by my beloved
There she plucks the bass and I feel hatred
The beat of the drum, see he was not fitted
And the sound of her soft voice that makes me dreaded.
As time passed by jealousy I see
I’ve always thought that I would be the only
I saw their laugh and turned my back eagerly
Oh what can I do, it’s a part of my daily misery.
The sky turn’s gray and so my beloved
He said something and I was offended
But what can I do? I just turned and gone headed
And in the end I am still defeated.
Oh first of July please come back and stay
I’ve miss you oh come on let’s play
Wish you can be repeated even if in a day
I just want to feel you ‘cause you smell like fucking a bay.
I write on my diary, this fantastic day
The memory of this mid-year, which I will turn to lays
What I always wanted happen this day
A dream I thought would never happen, but see I’ve found a way.