DAOMN

My heart was tumbling with joy

When I have spotted them together just like a paduasoy

Their smiles are rich and their voices are soft

They are waiting for me to play in loft.

And then I’ve met the new one

And I felt its okay

He is good just like what other say

He looks good but still I saw him fade

There is something in him and I just don’t want to say.

They bonded with me

I just can’t feel their touch

I am still irritated with their patch

I know they backstab and a crap

Even if they’ll know this, I’ll just move forward and hop.

Here it is, one of the very laughs

My friend is an ogre

He threaten me like a splotch

But I understand because I know it’s just a laugh

Don’t worry I won’t be full, because they know where to stop.

The strums of guitar played by my beloved

There she plucks the bass and I feel hatred

The beat of the drum, see he was not fitted

And the sound of her soft voice that makes me dreaded.

As time passed by jealousy I see

I’ve always thought that I would be the only

I saw their laugh and turned my back eagerly

Oh what can I do, it’s a part of my daily misery.

The sky turn’s gray and so my beloved

He said something and I was offended

But what can I do? I just turned and gone headed

And in the end I am still defeated.

Oh first of July please come back and stay

I’ve miss you oh come on let’s play

Wish you can be repeated even if in a day

I just want to feel you ‘cause you smell like fucking a bay.

I write on my diary, this fantastic day

The memory of this mid-year, which I will turn to lays

What I always wanted happen this day

A dream I thought would never happen, but see I’ve found a way.